I am learning a lesson from little man today...
He has decided to walk this afternoon. I say decided because he has known how to walk for a while now. He took his first few steps at least a month ago and a few more a couple weeks ago, but he has been too timid to just go for it. I think this is common for infants. I am so excited that he is finally doing what I have known he could do for some time. I am excited that he will more fully enjoy this summer as he can run around outside and play with his cousins and friends. I am excited for all the new things he will discover since he will see things from a different point of view now.
Makes me wonder...how often do we hold back from doing something we are totally capable of doing just because we are little scared? Do we lack the faith to do what we were created to do? Physically, we are created to walk, at the most basic level. What else were we created to do? Emotionally, spiritually, intellectually?
I have been a little intimidated by starting school, and yet I know I am studying to do what I was created to do. I have to remind myself of that sometimes, and Holy Spirit reminds me often, too. Most great and life changing things take faith. When you do what you are created to do, you feel truly alive, and for some that is terrifying because it's something they don't feel often, but it's good to be just outside of our comfort zone and looking to Christ for for comfort, strength, and rest.
I have gently been encouraging little man to walk, without wanting to push him until he was ready. What is Holy Spirit gently nudging us to do? What is that first step for us that takes just a little faith, but will cause us to experience Him and all He has in store for us more fully? Bring us into new and better relationships with those around us? Help us see things from a new and better perspective? Take a step of faith into what you were created to do...
And for your enjoyment...
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Friday, April 15, 2011
Bathtime Fun with Photo Booth
Little man smiles when he looks at these...
And he looks a little confused when he sees these...
Two of you?! Mommy thinks just one is great!
Mommy joining the fun...
SOOOO cute ;)
And he looks a little confused when he sees these...
Two of you?! Mommy thinks just one is great!
Mommy joining the fun...
SOOOO cute ;)
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Working on my Master's Degree
Sounds so weird to say that, but I am! I am 4 days into my first term and feeling a bit overwhelmed. Lucas is celebrating me starting school with a fever and LOTS of cuddling, which although I love, makes it difficult to get much school work done. And of course, I can compare my grades to the class average and some of my classmates have the first four assignments done already. I keep telling myself those are the ones who aren't working or married and don't have children. Makes me feel better. I am taking two classes this semester. One is pathophysiology which is pretty much a biology class so that is good for me, and the other is sort of a history of midwifery in America. While this class has a TON of reading and writing which I hate, I am enjoying all the interesting things I am learning about midwifery vs. obstetrics, how it all came about, and the benefits and drawbacks of each. I am still confident I have made a good decision to become a midwife and do it now and through this school.
On a somewhat related note, Kyle and I have both decided to be better about working out and eating well, myself especially as I need more discipline with the added school work. So far this is going well and I feel I have more energy, even if I am getting less sleep.
Also, I have the most amazing husband supporting me and encouraging me. I could not and would not do this without him.
On a somewhat related note, Kyle and I have both decided to be better about working out and eating well, myself especially as I need more discipline with the added school work. So far this is going well and I feel I have more energy, even if I am getting less sleep.
Also, I have the most amazing husband supporting me and encouraging me. I could not and would not do this without him.
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